the end of the road.

Okay this is it.The last post in this blog.Heres the link to my new one;

http://veritaserum2.blogspot.com/

yepp - thats that.ciaoz

                                     "Out Of My League"

by Stephen Speaks

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need 
and i'm out of my league once again.

Now how do songs do that?

Me and sarv just came back from checking out our new gym.. haha i love the guy in charge,Mr Fancis,hes so semangat! -and it's kinda contagious.anyway going out didn't really work..i still feel sick as ever but, i heard this song in sarvs car - haven't heard it in a long time - most of you guys wouldn't even know who Stephen Speaks is; well let me tell you - he is one of the best,most sexiest people i've ever heard, he's guitar playing is amazing, and songs are awsome.

Kay, anyway, time to go football; for the record , so far, football has never not been able to cure anything...problem is i can't move my right leg; haih the fresh air should do me some good if i don't play so what the heck.

adflictatio.

and nothing but it.

Since i woke up i've been feeling terrible.

Fever, migrane,heavy headed, sore throat, nausea, dizzyness, weak feeling, numbness in my fingers, right leg not working properly, and complete loss of apetite to name a few.

thank god for my bedchair - i hope it gets better by tomorrow; staying at home is depressing.I need to get som... *starts to barf* well, thats my que - ciao

The third derivative..

Everyone, my blog will be moving - yet again - to Blogger this time.. - no offence Xanga, but you're a bit limited..Anyway, this switch might take a while though because im gonna need to get Photoshop 9.0 (anyone got?) before i can start making my skin.Anyway good luck too me, should be done by this month.If, you seriously have nothing better to do, you may check on the proceedings of my newblog here.

Also, anyone who has a nice colour combination for my new blog please post it in comments - i'm kinda stuck on the colour theme.

is this how it feels?

maybe..

finnally a chance to blog - acctually i've had many chances..but never could think of anything to blog about; and i still don't.My com is back up and running but a bit laggy for some reason...wish my dad'll let me just reformat the com..

I played dota yesterday - somehow it just isn't that fun anymore, maybe because i was loosing.It feels like everything i used to like is slowly slipping away.. everything i've held on to so far is letting me go - kinda like that lifehouse song. I guess when i said time would tell...

Well it is telling, and so far i don't like how it's sounding.Feels like im on a rollercoaster to nowhere; when i look around and see how so many people know exactly what they want to do - well it creeps me out.As for me, i have no idea, no not the faintest clue of what i want to do - so many things sound great and i can hardly choose..to make matters worse i'm starting to like things i've never liked before - fields i would never have dreamed of entering, people i wouldn't have thought of before.To make things worse what i swore i would never do is happening - i can't help it - i don't want things to change but it's going to and im gonna miss what i had before; yeah it was fun but..

The good thing is, i still have what i hold most precious to me - my friends. Honestly, i love you guys - and even if i might not show it..i do. i appriciate everything you've ever done for me - things you've done within my counsiousness or without.Thanks guys.

"Friends are the Bacon Bits in the Salad Bowl of Life."

                                                                                               - "Pizza Place Sign"